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Tuesday, April 29, 2008
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doinkz. more than a month since i last blogged! =/

beware: super duper woper long entry ahead. please skip if you are not interested in mundane, boring bits of my life.

it has been a suffocating month, with work, events, and 'school'. time spent with friends, boyfriend and colleagues are fine and the best, just hope that i can spare more time for these.

anyway, firstly just want to pen some 'unusually interesting' stuffs down before i forgets. something about food safety rather. well, many news about food safety recently. and just happened that i always suay suay kenna some extra ingredients in my food. well, i remember many instances of hair and egg shells. and if you all know me well enough, you should know that i will throw the food away / boycott the food even if i have only taken one mouthful of that food. so, it just happened that recently i don't just experience "eating" egg shells but rather more gross stuffs. some time ago, i was eating my favourite 'ee mian' near my work place and that very day, didnt know what happen but i actually started to eat all the green leafy vegetables first (i dont usually do that) and guess what, after finishing almost all the veggies, and one mouthful of noodles, i scooped 'something' up in my bowl of soup. i thought it was the tiny little stalk with abit of vegetables (you know what i mean) but guess what, i was wondering why that stalk of vegetables has some black lines. so upon closer examination, i puked out whatever that is in my mouth and boycotted that whole bowl of nonsense. it was a 2cm long caterpillar. -utterly disgusted-

next, many happenings during this 1 month which i havent got time to blog
- 2 major events at work
- band comp 2008
- genting trip
- another sudden resignation

first, about the events. it was a major load off my chest/shoulders/body/mind/whatever because it was so -tmd- taxing just to think about it. everything went well on both days except for some minor hiccups which were manageable. but thank god the second event was so much less taxing and tedious than the first. and though it was sort of a full day event, it was still manageable, and at least i felt less tired. was so pissed that afternoon because when i finally got to eat, someone had to sit near me to remind me of all my pending work. =/ later part of the day was better, as the rehearsal was quite fun. =) dinner was alright, but i didnt really get to eat much because i was walking all over the place to make sure the event is doing fine. well, and because of that event, it made me miss 'school' for another time, and i almost puked blood this week because there are so many things that i have to hand up this week both at work and for 'school'.

and to backtrack abit more, band comp 2008 was over. and this year i didnt get to attend. -argh- because i was off at genting. one week before band comp, i went back with ries to that destinated place. well, bp sort of move in, move out, and now move in again to that teck whye place. sounds rather jinxed. but doesnt it shows that the band shouldnt even be split in the first place? well, i cannot imagine what would i be today if i didnt know weisee (who is from teck whye) or some others who has impacted my life.. alright. just been abit nostaglic here. =/ anyway, that irritating security uncle made me and ries baked in the sun for almost half an hour. apparently it was the dyed hair issue, which mine wasnt that obviously while ries's hair was. so we baked in the sun, outside the gate for half an hour. at the time we got there, the band was playing and till we finally went it, the band has stopped playing. if i had my way, would throw a rock inside and knocked that uncle out. anyway, saw the band, and only knew 'jordan' because he is in sec5 this year. there was like a handful of ex-members back there, with helen as the oldest and most supportive supporters. however, to me, i felt quite sad. the sadder part was not that, but the instructor who conveniently walked around "without even throwing a glance at the ex-members except for daniel". sigh. the members, erm, looked fine to me except for the part when i pitied those instruments that were poorly maintained and looked tattered till this date. anyway, was glad that i went back but simply felt that everything had changed.

and there i went on to my genting trip. was indeed super unhappy that i didnt get to catch the show this year, but didnt regret going for my trip as this is the first time i am going on tour with mr sim. =) this time it was abit different from previous genting trips because apart from just having fun at the theme parks which really got more and more boring over the years, i tried archery. =) needless to say, i was quite bad at it. the first time round, i really cant bear to even say how i fare. firstly, i dont have enough strength to pull the bow and next, it is quite hard for a left handed to learn when everyone are right handed. =/ anyway, we played bowling too. and again, i fared the worst in some games. and i went to casino, and sat down to play jackpot. -whee- i won $50. =)

then, when i came back, i was so bloody tired, and because it was the week of the event, so i didnt took leave on monday. and results of the band comp was out. felt a little disappointed that bp didnt win again, and congrats to deyi! =) havent look at the videos yet and will take a look when i am more free.

and as usual, my table's piling up with more and more stuffs (both the one at home and at work). almost suffocating at work everyday because there are so many things to do, and sometimes i felt that i have an additional role: part-time PA. doinkz. =/ and anyway, my neighbour has joined me in the messy club. haha~.. and not to mention, my schoolwork is getting more and more messy too. all notes are jumbled up because i do not have a file for them. and i am in the midst of filing my stuff at my tiny little desk at office.

anyway, before the end of this post, would like to add that i am super pissed off today. and i shall update when the time is right, because i feel super tired now, and i still have lots of rubbish to do (even at home). sigh. maybe i should be become a popcorn seller.

tatax. look for next post, as it is most probably tomorrow.

I blogged at.. 10:30 PM