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Monday, February 13, 2006
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doinkz. am back.

finally, the cold war is over. =) well, actually, over quite some time ago. just didnt update about it. i am so glad that it's over, otherwise i will look like some goldfish everyday. haix, obviously some communication break down somewhere. =/ but am happy that our plan still carried on as usual in the end - get to spend some decent quality with targa this week. *hEe*.. =p

and guess what, i shall be mean and blog about this friend of his. well, apparently, his friend sent him some sms which he himself also thinks that she is trying to sow discord between both of us. "do she really love you?" - wah, i also dont know how to comment on this. at least, i know i wont do this if my friend is having some relationship problems. and actually there is more. but enough said, as i will be very kind to forgive and forget.

and, actually i wanted to blog this line yesterday - "yeah! caeson is back!" but now i really thank myself for not doing that. somehow, he is back and i felt worse than before - before he came back, that is. =/ i just think that i dont have this 'mo qi' [i forgot what that is called in english] with him today. totally, for the whole day and i mean it. i wonder if it's me, him or the other. =/ i just felt this loss. he is there and i felt as if he is not there. i am happy to see him back because i dont need to stress about the sales, but i am also very upset to see him today. *Argh*.. dont get this wrong. there is nothing between us.

i admit i like caeson very much from the perspective of a staff, and that's all. somehow, i felt very disappointed with him today. well, wrong, i think i am initially only abit fed up with him, because he refused to tell me if he is staying on or leaving, and i cant make plans to leave. *Argh*.. then after that, i got very pek chek and disappointed and upset because he said something like he will take his off-day whenever i came to work. example: if i come half day on monday, he will off half day on monday, and if i come weekends, he will take off on weekends. =/ and in the first place, why am i still in northpoint? it's because of him! haix. maybe he is kidding with me, or perhaps i take his words too seriously but it sure doesnt feel like it.

and now he is trying to clear all his off-days and whenever in a very rush manner. i am pretty convinced [even though he didnt say] that he is leaving at the end of the month. and that thought sure made me very upset. and the 'other' .. not that i want to say, but i cant stand it. who the hell will do this kind of thing? it sure makes me sick. yes, i seemed to be the petty and jealous little girl now. targa said that i am upset because i am jealous and i 'shi chong'. =/ wah lao.

somehow, i miss papasmurf. at least he wont leave me in the lurch.

and damned, i need to work again tomorrow. =/ yesterday - 12 feb, i really felt like transferring out of northpoint.




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