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Friday, January 20, 2006
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doinkz. next up, the boyfriend and my family.

was on that unstable ground a couple of weeks back. but now we are alright. time is just not on our side. when he is free, i am not and vice versa. yet we tried everything that we could to meet but it seemed to be in vain. but right now, i am still very happy with targa, though we didnt get to spend our first christmas eve and new year eve together. well, at least we spend christmas together - wearing that christmas hat and acting silly. and of course, he is so sweet to get me rosti from i-dont-know-where. despite all those little arguments that spranged out from nowhere and got both of us so pissed/angry/fed up/helpless/sad, i am glad all these are over. still room for improvement though.. maybe i should just quit my job, so that i have more time for everything in my life. haix.

and by family, i refer to my ah-ma because the rest of the family is alright. but well, when i just returned to hang ten last december, i really felt that my life is tearing apart as i simply have no interaction with my family back then. due to work, i am always out of the house early in the morning and came home only late at night. absolutely no communication at all. it was so bad that i thought my mum got sacked and sought a new job in giant. anyway, it turned out to be my brother who had finally gotten a job - in giant and my mum was on leave. that period was really some disaster - plus all those little nonsensical arguments with targa. on thinking, i wonder how i survived all these shit with all those tiredness and whatnots. and of course, my ah ma hasnt been well and in fact in critical condition. all i hope now is that she can return home earlier and get well soon. =/

among these dark hours, i am glad that ariel is there for me, at least as a listening ear, and of course martin and caeson to make me laugh during work, and last but not least, targa, never giving up on me.




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