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Tuesday, October 18, 2005
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doinkz. am feeling very depressed over school work recently. =/

finally managed to have a little free time to update. =/ but i still have lots of assignments to hand up. =/ say like one 10-page term paper, one news release [what the hell is that?], 2 presentations next week, and erm.. i forgot. =/ stress level is hitting on me. and not to mention, after all these assignments are finished/submitted, it would be the start of my exams already and i am so un-prepared! looking at the pile of un-sorted-out notes, it just makes me even more depressed.

and.. i am doing badly for this semester! *Argh*.. especially for media writing! if it was a pre-requisite for some of the modules that i want to take, i wouldnt have taken this. moreover, it cost me a freaking 826 bidding points. =/ am really depressed. or maybe i just sux at writing. =/ in the past, i used to smoke my way through by crapping - and i really mean crap, and i crapped my way through for many years and i got 'ok' grades. and now, this semester, i really, really put in my best efforts [even stopped work] and i got crappy results. i think i should just revert to crapping my way through instead. and i hate projects! not that i dont like to meet up with people or what, but i cant gauge where i stand in every module. i have this fear of failing, not maintaining my CAP, and even now, i can foresee that media writing is going to ruin my CAP. *argh*.. -pissed at myself-

-feels a little better- =/ okie, on a happier note, weicai came to my house the other day and check on my internet connection. it was the router that went haywire. so, anyway, everything is fixed now and i have internet access again. then, watched 'the wig' last week and it wasnt really good. =/ and what else.. i need to go and finish up all the work i need to do. i am becoming more and more lazy these days. haix. =/

shall update again when i feel a little better/less stressed/free.




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