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Friday, September 2, 2005
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doinkz.. havent updated for quite some time liaoz.. =/ so, VERY, VERY, VERY LONG entry coming up..

okie, first of all, i am still alive - almost dead from the tremendous amount of things that i am supposed to do! =/ as last updated, i went to a few sessions of kbox and missed the most recent one with grace and waikien. a little pity because i didnt go because i was about to collapse due to tiredness and not because i cant make it. anyway, feels that the service is getting from bad to worse. =/ the order takes ages to be taken and the food takes ages to be served. maybe i should just give up the interest of going kbox or just sing like a siao chabor at home. =/

next, i have a busy school life this semester! as i have posted, i have gotten all the modules i wanted, except for one because i gave up the thought of accelerating. now i sort of regretted because i heard that it was really a very fun module and well, am sort of relieved on the other hand because i really, really have tons of work to do during this semester. and so far so good, i am up to date with all my tutorials and lectures [and it's really tough because i am still working], able to meet all the deadlines for submission [in fact, i went to school at 1.30pm today even though i have no lessons just to submit my exercises - the deadline was 3pm, haa =P] and in actual, the only things that i have not done, are to start on the projects and organise my notes [been saying that since dont know when]. week 5 next week, so let me hope that i will stay this way with my schedule always in check.

speaking of projects, i sort of started and ended the american law one. and american law is fun though i dont understand some of the law cases sometimes. in fact, i have very interesting lecturers and tutors this semester - all of them are either ang-moS or educated overseas, and they are all very cool people! anyway, i have very good group members for american law - jebro, tze yin and kris. now i am just waiting for the project to be presented/discussed in class and i am done! needs to speak up more in class though.. for the sake of participation points. =/ and for the rest of my modules, either my group have not met/form, or we havent started on anything. am pissed with my gender studies group though. am anti-social enough and yet i am the one who keeps talking all the time. and for one of my tutorial where we are supposed to introduce myself, i said that i love to talk. haa~.. how interesting. =P

there are some bad and good news regarding school. =/ bad news would be i used up my bidding points and am left with very little for the next semester, and CORS sort of screwed up during tutorial balloting [i know that is old news already] and i am very pissed with them. it took me almost 12 hours sitting in front of the computer just trying to log in. *argh*.. anyway, that comes the good news. i got all the tutorial slots that i wanted and so, my timetable is not screwed up like the previous semesters where i have some funny timing for my tutorials! =) i offically announced that i have a 3-day week! *hEe*.. and guess what, i got back the results for my special term. didnt do too well, a B+ in fact. was expecting an A-, but well, it still pulls up my CAP points somewhat because my economics screwed my overall CAP points last semester. shall work harder this semester to pull up the points. and because of my 3-day week, i am able to eat with egg yoke every thursday during my break! *hEe*.. =)

this semester, i have 1 similar class with doris and jac and 2 with kris. =) and it's a pity that my american studies clashes with thai language, if not i would be taking thai language with marcus now. haix. =/ and i havent seen marcus since.. the end of the english paper last semester? =/ saw the others though. am always bumping into ermah. and guess what, i got selected for my CCA - not supposed to say what is it. attended the welcome tea and everything and would be going for some camp related to it soon! *hEe*.. and please, let me meet some nice people. =)

enough of school, and let me go on to work. actually decided not to go back to hang ten [said that for 10 million times already] and in actual, wanted to go to levis or baleno. called up baleno and they told me to go imm baleno for an interview and if successful, i would be working in imm. and erm, i am previously in imm hang ten and the pay is somewhat similar, so given this choice, i would rather stay in hang ten lest all my colleagues in hang ten come and slap me. then i called up levis and was entertained by a very rude person who speak in the why-are-you-even-calling tone. =/ still went for the interview, and finally realised why jason [tai] aka da ge said that she is a nice person. it's because [well, i admit] she is pretty. =/ pretty girls do have a way with guys huh. anyway, i rejected the job on the spot because i felt that the pay was low and i dont really like the working style. and what a waste of my cab fare. so, i went back to hang ten. and before i did so, was constantly being haunted by samuel for a matter which will explain the outlet i am in now.

as i was quite senior - in terms of experience in hang ten, so he asked if i could help out in bukit panjang plaza, i didnt want to and wanted to switch to clementi because chin cheng was working there. in the end, we both compromised, so i am working in clementi during weekdays and bukit panjang plaza during weekends. and guess what, after one day in clementi with chin cheng, i got the news that he was to be transferred out and papa smurf would take over. was quite shocked that papa smurf was taking over. anyway, was in disagreement with him the very next day when he called to ask if i can work more than i am supposed to. rejected him very nicely and he threatened and insulted me. and during my work, he even said that i had attitude problem. but after that subsequently, i think he got news that i wanted to leave clementi, so he had been very nice since then, and he thought that kpo friend asked me to go back to imm. doinkz~..

and my new colleagues at work - angeline [worked with her at bukit panjang plaza for a day, she got transferred out and now she comes to relieve clementi sometimes], papa smurf [old liao, worked with him in imm before], chin cheng [boss for a day], boon siang, ariel [worked with her in imm before], sam [left], liang hao [left], kelvin, saiful, yaya, vincent, jessica and targa [sort of left and may come back] - am quite happy with this lot of people, except that i get pissed off at papa smurf sometimes. still waiting for samuel to give me an answer regarding my pay. and, another incident happened during work recently. it involves tricky matters and i felt sort of betrayed by a certain someone. to think that someone who is rather close would do such a thing to me. haix. and during this time of crisis, i am glad that there are lots of trust between me and some others. and must thank those who are there in times of this crisis - yap, kris for listening and especially to jason who come down quite often to have meals with me etc.

many times, many people asked me about him. i knew what was coming but i just have no answers to that. let's just say that i want to keep things simple at the moment - when i saw my friends' agony, i knew what happened to them could happen to me too. sometimes, i feel that i am taking things for granted. sometimes, i feel that i should just voice out. and sometimes, i just want to fade off and disappear so that i dont need to think. kris said that i may have one big emotional scar. haa~.. i just dont have the interest now, i guess. =) doinkz, now i only cares about seeing that 'eye candy' in school, and that 'gorgor' during work.. =P

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