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Tuesday, July 19, 2005
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doinkz. think i better update everything before the world starts to comment that i have disappeared [again]..

been through a week of what i called ups-and-downs week. =/ couldnt be worse..

last tuesday was my so-called happiest day of the week, because i get to eat sakae sushi with my dearest buddy, weisee. =) met up with her after a month of so and updated each other with the latest news. then wednesday was the la-la-la school day, which was kinda bad because i attended the lecture alone. =/ then, it was thursday, which i went to SGH for my checkup. appointment was at 2pm and the doctor wasnt even there at 3.15pm. was so pissed off that i almost walked off. anyway, treated myself to $4 worth of mochi ice-cream and that's like quite expensive. =X and on friday, it was project time in the morning and early afternoon at toa payoh. wanted to say hi to jason but he wasnt around. but anyway, i felt that toa payoh changed so much that i cant even recognise it. well, that got me a little upset though.

and last week, i had work from wednesday to sunday, that is, work after school on weekdays, half day during saturday and full day during sunday. work was terrible enough for me not to mention it. was pissed with most of the people. anyway, new part-timers came and left too and i believe that had something got to do with my boss. was really having such a bad time that i couldnt wait for the time to knock off from work everyday. haix. =/ i mean, the attitudes of some people do contribute for that matter, but there are some other factors too, like i was really tired..

anyway, got off from work at 5pm on saturday. after that, rushed home, bathed and came out of the house, wearing my purple wrapped-around skirt and white top and headed to lot1 to meet up with ries. was really feeling disoriented or rather kinda of disappointed because my class [be it 204/406] didnt organize a table or something so i had to sit with weiting's class. i mean, i am happy enough that people add me to their table, but it just feels weird not sitting in my own class. be it so, i did enjoyed myself and saw a couple of peeps that i knew. however, the items put up and particularly the food were not fantastic. sad/happy to say, the last dish - mango pudding was the best of all. =/ anyway, after that, supposed to meet up with the ex-hangten peeps at newton but didnt go in the end because it was already eleven by the time the bp 45th anniversary dinner ended.

there went my saturday and came sunday. was traumatised and pissed with a particular incident in the morning and that got my mood being rotten the whole damned day. i mean, i was at fault but i certainly dont deserve that kind of attitude. anyway, found out that i screwed up something else too. =/ super suay i would say. and, my cousin and aunt came in the afternoon, didnt really give them discount because i cant. for one thing, i was supposed to be in the middle section of the shop and cant step into the cashier. and next, i seemed to have the shoes-face. was practically at the shop section for the whole day. even if i happened to stay like far far away from that section, be it in the cashier or the ladies, the customers AUTOMATICALLY came to me, asking me for help with the shoes. *Argh*.. i hate them and the shoes. =/ and in the evening, guangrong, siaotin and yap came to look for me. had dinner with them. was in this bitter mood then and after that. *argh*.. i hate that.

and yesterday was monday. stoning during lecture again. did homework and project till this morning 2am. that was why i was abit seh during this morning's meeting witht the project peeps. =/ by the way, the weather was damned cold these days. and great me, i left my umbrella in the shop. so i have no umbrella these days and it so happened that it had to rain cats and dogs, monkeys and elephants these days. =/ *Argh*..

another thing that got me so pissed today was this guy who board 189 this afternoon [i was on my way home after lecture, havent eaten after 10am and that was 3plus.] and so out of so many seats, he chose to sit beside me and sat really close to me. i have this distance thingie, i mean, dont sit that close to me unless you are my close friend or something. and this guy practically have no sense of distance. i took a glance at him to make sure that i do not know him. and after that, i got pretty annoyed. and guess what, the next thing he did was to sit like some beng, with both legs on the seat or whatever. and next, his phone rang, and i happened to take out my phone to check the time because being the forgetful one, i forgot to wear my watch today. and guess what? he turned to me and asked to borrow my phone and claimed that the value in his prepaid card was used up. i refused of course, because he got me so annoyed and afterall, he was some stranger. then, he began to sit a little further from me but still quite close, and in his mouth, he began to mumble something which is too soft to be heard. i assumed that he is cursing me. anyway, when i was reaching my stop, i didnt alight. for one thing, this disgusting creep is biting his nails, digging his ears and nose and those nose-shit-ear-shit thingie.. he put/stick or watever on the handles of the other seat. and if i want to get out of the seat.. which i assumed he wont be that gentlemanly to get out so as to let me get out because i refused to lend him my phone, and i would not be able to avoid these dirty little things. *Argh*.. and of course, he looked very fierce after i refused to lend him my phone. i am so afraid that he wouldnt let me out of the seat, or if he would, maybe he would stalk me or something like that. so i took the bus to the interchange and took 189 back to my house again. *Argh*.. a waste of my time, and i am so traumatized. =/

okie. -phew- finally finished with my update. anyway, i am preallocated logic! *hEe*.. was thinking of taking 6 modules for the next semester because i wasted my UE [i dumped my economics modules there and i wanted to do alot of other modules] but i fear that i cant cope. =/ anyway, got my timetable drawn up somehow. hope that everything goes well.. and i need to start preparing for the project presentation, quiz and final semester exams. *Argh*.. and i need sleep too..

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