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Tuesday, July 5, 2005
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doinkz. am finally back again!!! =)

time passes really fast. it's already july before i knew it! =/ anyway, third week into the special term, three more weeks to go [havent even started on the project and had been stoning during lectures and tutorials, so am actually wondering how to get past the exams] and after that i will be officially in year 2 in nus! -wow- by the way, got lots to update since last week. and here i goes..

firstly, i met up with some of the a05 peeps last thursday after work! [met up with doris and jac at city hall because i went city hall to visit francine after work] =P went to send sylvia [ex-a05-classmate] off at the airport. anyway, it was supposed to be a farewell dinner thingy with her but somehow i felt that it was more of a mini gathering of the a05 peeps itself [with doris, si blyan, jac, daniel, minwen, jill]. haa~.. anyway, she was busy snapping photos with her friends [not me, but with her closer friends]. havent seen everyone for quite a while, and everyone seem to be the same. =) initially i thought that i wont be sad sending her off, as afterall, i am not that close to her but seeing her going in to board the flight did made me a little sad. =/ anyway, after that, i went back to imm to help out with stock take. =/

then on friday, it was sleeping all the way till noon, then watched some vcds [sad to say, i am still at 'the glass shoes' =/] and went off to work. was elated to see 'lao da' aka an-an aka wai kien back! =P *hEe*.. no more one-man-do-it-all. and can close shop earlier! =) gossipped to him as usual about all that happened during his leave. he must have thought that i am very talkative. haha~.. anyway, got news that let got transferred out. =/ so sad.. by the way, we really closed shop early that day which was something that hadnt been happening for more than 2 weeks. =/ heh..

and work on saturday as usual. was initially pissed out with boss before lunch over some trival and irrelevant things again, and was that pissed that i decided not to touch cashier for that particular day. anyway, after lunch, which was when i decided to check my pay since i havent done so, did that and got even more pissed after that. i am underpaid!!! *Argh*.. went back to the shop fuming and guess the whole world knew about my pay. i must have made quite a big fuss. =/ haha~.. anyway, because of the pay, i was not the mood to work though i know the rest were underpaid too. anyway, turned out that [i heard that] the pay that we got was only the basic pay excluding the incentive and comission. but erm, i got so worked up because i havent got my pay since may till july, and if i am underpaid, means that i need to struggle for my school fees [yes, i pay for my own school fees]. =/ anyway, wai jyy came [what a surprise!] thought that she would only appear next week. heh~.. glad to see her anyway. huiyan came too! in the end, both girls accompanied me to dinner and guess what, jason came at that time too! so in the end, i have 3 persons accompanying me to dinner, lucky me! =) was in this terrible mood that i kept snapping at the whole world, am so so so sorry about it. =X especially to ariel.. think i kept snapping at her. now i think i am too much. but i am not sorry for snapping at kpo friend. haha~.. =P

then sunday was another short day because kpo friend let me off at 8pm! heh~.. happy as i was but guess what, i think that i was too pissed the previous day [read above] hence i forgot to bring my handphone to work. =/ almost died of boredom without sms-ing people. haha~.. and i think the whole world was looking for me for one thing or another that day. when i got home [thank god my parents came to hang ten to find me instead of calling my phone, anyway, they came to fetch me home =)], i saw 6 missed calls and 6 messages received. haha~.. i know it's not alot but well, at least there are 6 different people looking for me! =P well, and each of them were asking me what happened that i actually forgot to bring my phone out. haha~.. then anyway, tried to act clever, so watched vcds till 2am in the night, hence not doing my tutorial again.

then it was monday - yesterday. went to school as usual for lecture. nothing much, was stoning again. then got sick when i reached home. think it must be the aircon/weather. kept sneezing till late at night. attempted to do the tutorial but i felt that it was too tedious. anyway, managed to complete 80% of it nonetheless.

then the most amazing thing happened today! i actually managed to wake up at 8am to eat breakfast with sammy and ries at 9am today! chatted/slacked/breakfast-ed. ries left at 10am, while sam and i kept talking till 10 plus then i headed for school. had munchy for lunch [technically speaking, i only drank a cup of ice lemon tea]. =/ had fun in school today. haha~.. gave kris some 'qian bian wo da ti' and she felt like smacking me. =) then we had fun in the tutorial too. i am so so lame. =/ after that, came home. slacked/rotted until now. heh~.. think i need to pack my stuffs. lala~..

okie, last of all, i felt that i am very fortunate. =) first of all, though i am not very close to lao-da, i would say that i only know him for a month plus, but he still remembers me and even got me a t-shirt from langkawi when he went there during his leave. and the t-shirt has this 'speechless' face print on it and it is so cute! so me! haha~.. really like that t-shirt alot. =P the next thing i am going to say is funny but it's true. everytime when i am real hungry [means very, very, very hungry] and if i happen to go long john silver to buy lunch [usually, i would order 2 pieces chicken + extra fries] and guess what? i noticed that i got 3 pieces chicken + extra fries instead of 2 [when i open the box, then i would know]. erm..? and usually when this happened, i noticed that the guy manager was around. sounds weird but feel fortunate that this manager seem to be taking care of hang ten people. haha~.. and if anyone is wondering, i dont think he like me, but i think he likes grace. haha~.. but dont ask me why. anyway, the 3 pieces chicken thingy happened 2 times already. hope that it wont be a third time.

and next, what else? erm.. sometimes though i am pissed/angry with kpo friend, and that i may seem happy after talking back to him and making him feel upset, actually sometimes i dont really mean it. most of the times, i still care about him + his health + his problems, so actually i felt bad after talking back to him. =X besides kpo friend, i also felt bad for my attitude towards jason. the other day when he came down to have dinner with me, it turned out that i didnt have the chance to talk to him at all because i was with wai jyy and hui yan. sort of neglected him and felt bad because he dont really know hui yan and wai jyy. =/ and sometimes, he let me have my way [eg. told him to leave imm after having lunch/dinner with me]. sometimes, i think that i am too much because he came down all the way from his house to imm just to eat with me and i give him such attitude. -shrugs- i am so mean at times. but sometimes, i really dont know how to react.

and one happy thing at last! i sent a good night sms to marcus last night. was sort of disappointed that he didnt reply.. i mean, of course he can choose not to reply, afterall, what is there to reply to a good night sms? but he is one of the friends that i made in semester 2 that i felt that is more worth keeping, so wanted to keep in contact. and guess what, he replied today! =PpP was so happy in school just now when he replied. haha~.. he told me that he went thailand for a geography fieldtrip. now how i wish that i am majoring in geography, but nah, geography is so out for me. haha~.. now i am blabbering.

okie. happy and unhappy things aside. really need to do something to my messy room and my un-ironed clothes.

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