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Monday, May 9, 2005
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doinkz. =/

and once again, nonsense starts to flood my life again. went down to the office early this morning. saw the two imm atrium staff while i was on the way there. and when i reached there, that was where the nonsense part started coming in. first with samuel greeting me with a 'cold hi', then with tomo asking me to fill up the application form, then with hamidah looking abit happy to see my face, and lastly knight's hurting words. to speak the truth, everything that happened in the office today was so drama. not to mention i met my new colleague, pei le. was really fuming with anger and yet at the same time, experiencing utter disappointment while i was in the office today. some words really pricked me. and time and time again, all i could do is to sigh and act as if i am alright.

met up with ah ger, got pangsehed by triffeny. then went to hougang festival market, bought mochi ice cream. and headed to tpy. lunched with jason, da ge, sek lin, ah ben and ah ger. saw kiat ming some time later. had a great time talking to them. then, something happened again when we were leaving tpy. apparently, somebody decided to 'fan lian bu ren ren' and delibrately walked a big circle to avoid us when in the first place, we are walking right into each other's direction. -wow- how practical. thanks, but i am sure i dont need this kind of treatment after your words today.

then went to harbourfront centre to look for cris. on the way there, talked abit with da ge. reached there, talked abit with cris. looks like she is quite fine there. then i left, because i was really feeling so damned tired. physically and emotionally tired.

dont know what i should say. feeling so damned lostform. and i didnt even have a chance to explain myself. actually feeling pressurized too. because i have such a high standard to meet when i start work. also feel like crying. who can understand my anguish and disappointment? and i dont even remember ah boy saying that he want to extend his contract. what is so wrong with me today? i care, but we are not even talking nowadays. so in the end, back to square one? =/ oh wow, my life is this great.




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