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Thursday, April 14, 2005
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doinkz. back. =/ i dont even know how to type this entry.

today is the last day of school for this semester, meet-up-with-hang-ten-peeps-day and also i-am-feeling-ambiguious-day. =/

okie firstly, last day of school. only need to go to school for one last tutorial for econometrics which lasted for 1 hour. -piang- travel all the way to school just for that. anyway, since i didnt quite know how to solve the tutorial questions, delibrately went in abit late to miss being called up to solve the problems but just on time for the discussion. heh.. =) was stoning damned quietly today. and for today's tutorial on the topic of regression, i am still -huh?!- oh no, that's really bad.. =/ anyway, i did try my best to understand. and finally, the dreadful tutorial was over. -phew- think i need to work doubly hard for econometrics.

next, after the tutorial, my next stop was supposed [read: SUPPOSED] to be toa payoh to have lunch with the peeps there. decided to meet up with them because exams start next week and i most probably wont see them until 3 to 4 weeks later. but guess what? on my way to bukit batok interchange [i initially planned to switch to 157 at bukit batok interchange instead of taking mrt from clementi mrt station], i received a call. it's from kpo friend. i actually hestitated to pick up the call, but i set my dumb phone to auto-answer when using hands-free [i was listening to fm radio, that explains the hands-free]. -wah lao- so the dumb phone answered that call and somehow the dumb phone also cut away the call after 5 seconds, that's like after saying 'hello'. anyway, he called back again and as courtesy [because my dumb phone cut away the call], i answered. he was back to the good old self when he talked, and since i am already no longer angry/upset/pissed off/whatever with him, we did chat for a while on the phone. and he asked me to lunch with him. then it put me in this dilemma because i already have a lunch date, and dont ask me why, i did want to see kpo friend.

so, in the end, i called ah ger to postpone the plans and took 66 to jurong. when i reached, he was already there waiting at the bus interchange. accompanied him to go bank-in, then instead of lunch, i suggested having a drink. so we stopped at jurong entertainment centre's macdonalds, talking while having our drinks. it had been such a long time, since we last had a decent talk, since we last met. and well, he was especially talkative today and he cant seem to stop talking. yes, the old kpo friend who can chat about anything under the sun with me is back. good to have him back. but somehow, there is this funny feeling in me when i talked to him now. yes, conversation still flow, i am still chatty, but .. something is wrong somewhere. and usually he is the one who put a full stop to the conversation but today, it's me. i wanted to leave for toa payoh, and he wanted to chat for a while more. when i carried my bag, he had no choice but to send me off. reached the interchange and he followed me up the platform and continued talking even though i really wanted to leave. so in the end, i missed one train and the next train was in 10 mins' time and we chatted until it was only 2 mins' to the next train. =/ now who is the weird one? him or me?

took the train, chionged to toa payoh. went tpy2 to look for ah ger then headed to tpy3 to look for sek lin but sek lin was busy. so we went to tpy1 to look for jason. turned out that jason cant come out for lunch. in the end, sour plum finally came back from lunch with the new part-timer, so sek lin, me and ah ger went to makan at macdonalds [again!] then we gossipped as usual. haa~.. then saw nick nack when i walked ah ger back to the shop and he was giving this hand signal. i was like -huh?!- anyway, because of some reasons, i kept going back to tpy1 today. haa~.. and brian came back when i went tpy1 for the third time. i was like suan-ing him and jason non-stop and i think he feel like slapping me. =P and he treated me to ice-cream. heh~.. =) and finally, i went to tpy2 to say bye to ah ger and ah ger forced me to tell nick nack about the 'sour plum' joke. haa~.. then i took bus home. bathed, stoned and watched tv. and i love this 5.30pm show on channel 8!! zai sheng yuan aka eternal happiness. it's so nice! then dinnered just now. and started on this entry..

okie. to explain why i am feeling so ambiguious. to speak the truth, by right i should only be very happy today because it's the last day of school and i am meeting up with the tpy folks. but by LEFT, kpo friend suddenly called today, disrupted my plans and feelings. yes, i am glad that we met up and talked today. glad that at least he havent forgotten this friend of his. glad that we are able to talk like the past times. but i really got this weird feeling after receiving his call and talking to him. maybe it's just me. maybe .. i dont know.

wei shen me wo you ze zhong guai guai de gan jue ne? wo men you shuo hua le, wei shen me wo zai kai xin de tong shi you gan shou dao yi zhong shang xin? yi qian de na duan you qing hao xiang yin wei wo men zhi jian de leng mo er bian dan le, chu xian lie hen le. jin tian, zai dian hua zhong, ta hen jing ya wo ti qi ta de gan qing shi. wo xiang, ru guo wo bu ti, ta ye bu hui jiang. wo ye bu xiang yin wei ta de gan qing shi er ying xiang wo gen ta de you qing, suo yi, wo zhu dong de ti qi le ta de na ge ta. ta hen jing ya, ye hen hao qi wei shen me wo hui zhi dao. dang wo men jian mian shi, ta shi shen cai fei yang de. wo kan de chu ta shi xin fu de. jin tian, wo men suan shi jiang le man jiu de hua. liao le hao duo shi. ye liao dao ta de ta. ting ta shuo zhe ta de ta, you lu chu jiong jiong you shen de biao qing, wo zhen de wei ta gan dao gao xing. ta xian zai zhen de guo de hen hao. wo ye fang xin le. ta suo ta de ta hui yin wei wo er chi cu. yin wei ta de ta kan dao le wo yi qian fa gei ta de jian xun. qi shi, wo you dian jing ya ta zhe yang suo. fa de jian xun ye shi na zhong mei mei de jian xun er yi. wo de shou ji ye bao liu le ta de jian xun. jin tian, ta gao su wo ta he ta zai yi qi de guo cheng, ye gao su wo ta men zhi jian de dian dian di di. kan lai, ta zhen de zhen de hen ai na ge ta. dan ta you dui wo suo ta dui gan qing mei you xin xin. hao qi guai. ta jing ran gao su wo ta de gan qing shi. wo hai shi jue de guai guai de.

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